Anything Goes...

Meh....angsty piece I wrote tonight...

2009-09-29T23:32:47Z

Yeah well....I just want somewhere to keep this cos even though I'm not too impressed with what it means I like the writing...

He had always known that this heart breaking moment would occur. That was why he had the rule. The only one he ever lived by. Don’t get close to anyone. But then she’d come along and with her warm smile and those eyes that said a thousand things that her lips never could and he had fallen. They’d never even spoken the words but he knew that somehow deep down she must know just how he felt about her.

He cursed himself for not finding these feelings sooner, then maybe they might have had a chance. But he hadn’t wanted to start anything that would have to end before it had truly gotten off the ground. He could see her pain but he knew that the pain that she would have felt if they had been together would worse.

He managed to keep it together until the farewell and that stupid video. The picture of her at the ball that had changed everything. That was the moment he knew for sure that was he was feeling was real. Even when he’d been packing away all the little things that reminded him of her he’d been ok. Despite the fact that he knew he was packing away the best part of his life he’d managed to do it without breaking. But seeing her with tears rolling down her cheek was breaking his heart into a million tiny pieces. He wanted to be sat next to her, rather than opposite her, he wanted to be holding her close, telling her just how much he loved her and how much she had turned his life around.

And now she was inches away from him and he knew this was it. This was the last time he would ever see her. And he knew his sister was going to say something. He just never thought she’d go for those words. Why tell the girl that he loves that he knows she feels the same in the last moments they’ll have together. She just looks over at him and say so… and he knows she wants an answers but he knows that he can’t tell her. Cos that will hurt. And he doesn’t want that on his conscience. She needs to forget about him, to put him out of her mind. A clean break he guesses the term would be. So he shrugs his shoulders as his heart begins to break once more. And he sees the pain in her eyes as he does it but he has no choice. He can’t go declaring his love for her when there is no future for them. So he closes his eyes as she says good-bye and turns to walk to her car. He hears her voice fading away and the car pulling away. He says the words over and over in his head, I love you, I honestly love you. And as a single tear falls down his cheek he see her car turn round the corner out of his life forever.

Ok trying this again. It's kinda off topic- but so funny and there are Rob Pics..

2009-08-26T09:01:39Z

First post got totally messed up, my lj client was playing up, added pictures that I didn't even want and then didn't even show them so here we go again. Second time lucky maybe??
I was playing Word Drop on facebook the other night and guess what word I somehow managed to come up with?? Answer and a thank you behind the cut....

Oh yes ladies and gentlemen I somehow managed to look at a bunch of letters and come up with the word- BULGE.

I can only say that I must have been thinking about this when I was playing:

And I was only thinking about that because of this place. :D Rob and I thank you for you time.

Happy Happy Happy

2009-08-18T00:47:03Z

OMG Work is like totally awesome at the moment. I just had my review and literally the only thing they marked me down on was something that I've yet to be trained in BUT my sales manager totally wants me trained in it, it's so awesome. Both he and my supervisor said they were impressed with the way I'd been working and they way I'd stepped up since one of the team moved departments!! I'm so happy!

ALSO I've been writing!! Which is always good for me- I love it cos I know it means my head is in a good place- which it hasn't really been for a few weeks! I'm currently working on a twilight fic so that's pretty awesome.

So yah just a quick update to say hi and stuff I guess, I think I'm writing this mainly for me though- just to remind myself that things can be good!! x x

Writer's Block: Memo to Myself

2009-08-10T23:54:02Z

If you could travel back in time, what advice would you give to your younger self?

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I'd tell myself to not be afraid of my feelings, to let people know how I feel about them before it's too late. I'd tell myself to enjoy every moment I had with people because you never know when it's gone. I'd tell myself to study more- to commit myself fully to my learning after I left school. I'd tell myself that no matter how bad things seem at the time they DO get better in the end.. I'd tell myself to concentrate more on my writing .I'd tell myself not to let opportunities pass by. To live life to the full every minute of everyday, to feel lucky every day to be alive, and to just have fun!

Writer's Block: Birthday Shout-out

2009-07-31T23:06:15Z

Happy birthday, J.K. Rowling! Which of her seven Harry Potter novels do you think is the most satisfying read?

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Honestly- I think Half-Blood Prince has to be mine- I could read that book forever. It's got everything in it, mystery, romance, comedy and one of the best endings ever. Seriously once I get to The Cave- I don't stop reading until the end. I must however say that once I do finish that I pick Deathly Hallows up right away because I think they just flow so well into one another...

Ladies and Gentlemen.. Respect Rob

2009-06-18T20:15:03Z

Recently...over the last few days, Robert Pattinson has been mobbed on the streets of NYC has he's been filming. This is not a good thing. I think perhaps we need to take a step back and learn to respect RPatzz and other actors/singers/famous people we like. There's an awesome site that has set up this campaign so please check it out http://www.letmesign.com/respectme
Having seen just how distressed Rob looked in the video of the mob, I have now decided that I will not be looking at anymore pap pics from the filming of Remember Me.
So basically people what I'm saying is please Respect RPatz, Respect anyone in the public eye, they don't deserve to be treated like crap. Thanks.

Gah

2009-05-16T21:29:10Z

Okay so I have decided that I am going to find the person who invented mega-week at work and kill them. Seriously. This week has been totally crap to say the least. I have a cold for a start, so i've felt really under the weather. And then I've worked 3 out of 4 last shifts, 11.15pm on Wednesday and Thursday and then 8.15 tonight. So picture this: me, feeling very tired and very poorly. Now mix in staffing issues- we've been understaffed due to one of the team being off sick, add a sprinkling of a supervisor who really doesn't know what she's doing or gives a damn about it all, then just a dash of annoying sales manager who isn't all bad but that's kinda the problem and surprise ingredient named the past catching up with me and you have the perfect recipe for the week for hell. I got this message from an old friend who I haven't seen in like 3 years, she lives in the states, she wanted my mailing address as she has something to send me. I have no idea what. She's the sister of this guy that i really liked. I pretty much think I loved him, so I have all these feelings coming out again and it's not doing me any good.

I have to work again tomorrow and then I have Monday off. I'm going to Birmingham. Meeting up with Lucy and we're going to see John Barrowman and Danny Boys in concer!!! CANNOT WAIT!!! but i have get through the day tomorrow before I can think about Monday. I think John and Danny are going to get me through the day to be honest. Anyways, feeling kinda better now i've written this. Wish me luck for tomorrow x x

I've been really bad at updating...

2009-04-16T20:51:00Z

......sorry. Things are good :D I have a new obsession! All thing twilight are now my absolute love! :D I went off to a twi con in February and met Kellan Lutz, Peter Facinelli, Ashley Greene, Justin Chon and Christian Serrantos :D Twas way awesome . It was such a great experience! Am also getting very very hooked on The Mentalist :D Simon Baker is so very gorgeous!! :D Sooooo work is kinda ok now.... Ish. Sometimes it's awful and sometimes it's pretty fun! I will update in more detail soon! Promise x x

Moosey's Excellent Adventure!!

2008-07-23T09:14:56Z

Well hello there people!!! I'm finally here on my big family vacation! Staying in Kissimmee, FL in a gorgeous little villa, (I say little what I mean is 6 bedrooms, a gorgeous living area and a huge pool! It took a while to get here and I almost killed most of my family on the way but hey hey, I"m here now and that's all that matters. Just caught up on some sleep except my body's telling me it's like 10am when it's 5am! So I'm up and all raring to go! Will keep you guys posted for the next 4 weeks!

Need To Have A Rant.

2008-01-30T20:13:13Z

I'm sick of my father, seriously I am. Today he's lost his damn dentures again, said that mum had put them somewhere, asked me where that was, like I'm supposed to know where my mother puts things. Turns out that they were sat in the bathroom still in their pot. So I took them in and then told him that in future it didn't take much to get out of bed and check where they are himself. But no of course not, he can't do that cos he's not well. Well tough. This whole damn family makes to much out of the illnesses they have. My half-sister is the best one for that. So anyways Dad gets all arsey, tells me not to yell at him and I tell him that I can do what I like.

And you know what I can. I'm an adult now, I don't need tell off if I swear, or if I have an opinion, like the one about him needind to take resposibiltly for his things. I've got enough to think about without him putting more on me. I'm 20 years old and I quite honestly have no idea what I want to do with my life. I've got options, not all of them great but some of them are amazing, I'm going to audition for I'd Do Anything on Friday, I'm gonna try my hardest to get somewhere with it, even if it's just to the workshop so I can work out if Musical Theatre is right for me. I would just like for once for my dad to accept me for the person I am. Not try and change me into the person he wants me to be. It's so annoying. Just cos he messed up with my of my half-siblings doesn't mean he has to try and make me the perfect one. He's so controlling when it comes to what I can and can't do, he needs to look at himself and want he needs to change about himself before he starts putting the blame on me.

I just feel like crap for various reasons at the moment. One of those is coming down from the fangirling high of Sunday. Went to see the last performance of Aladdin with John Barrowman in it and it was awesome, so pumped up about that so coming back down quite literally hurts. One day I'll learn that these events are like an addiction and coming down from a high is a bad thing. One day, hopefully not soon though!

You know the one thing that I love about the way I feel, it's the fact that I know once I hit the post button I'll feel better about it all, cos it'll be out of my system , I just need to relax, to not worry about what other people are doing, I need to focus on me and my dreams on what I want to achieve, when I can work out what that is.

On the topic of John, I read his book in 4 days, and you know what, it's the best read I've had in a long time, he just makes me more determined to follow my musical theatre dream, it's always been a passion of mine and I'd love to take it further, I just wish I had realised a hell of a lot sooner. Gonna stop now and post before I write a whole essay :-)
*Takes a deep breath and smiles!*

Farewell 2007

2007-12-30T17:36:32Z

Been thinking. It's the end of the year, soon 2007 will be just memories, some of them bad, most of them awesome. But I used to do this. To sit and think back about the year and what I achieved, what I've done.

This year started badly... I left Uni after deciding it wasn't for me, had no prospects so I took a few months out to get used to being at home and in that time I spent less time at home than I ever have before, I've lost count of the times I've seen good old London Town and the beautiful city of Cardiff this year, for various things. But there's no denying it, doing it made me forget how awful I had felt in 2006. I've had a blast this year, meeting new people who I have grown to love. I started my own forum, a kinda anti-dote to the other place where the rules were getting us down. Through that I've become a writer. Before that I was just someone who wrote, now I know that writing is in my blood, it's what I want to do.

I've changed so much this year, I feel like a totally different person, I have the confidence to believe in myself, to reach for my dreams, no matter how high they seem. I am truly grateful to all the people that have helped in this amazing transformation.

I lost my grandmother this year, saying goodbye to her is the hardest goodbye I've ever had to say, she was my rock in so many ways, she understood me, encouraged me and I miss her greatly, but I know that one day I will see her again and I can show her what I achieved with my life.

At points during the year I wanted to give up on life, because there were things in my past that wouldn't go away, people that I couldn't let go of, but recently I've begum to understand that I can't let go of them because they've helped me grow so much. I missed greatly but I live in hope of seeing them again at some point in my life.

This year I met John Barrowman, twice, and I'm gonna do a review of my fangirling year BUT for now all I will say is that he has inspired me in so many ways and made me realise that I should follow my dreams and just give things a go.

The past 7 weeks I've been working at Debenhams in the town and I've loved it, it's helped me break down issues I had about myself, made me feel like part of a team again. I'll miss working with them but I know that there must be something else out there for me, I've just gotta find it.

2008 looks like it may be a good year, a great one in fact. I've got an oppurtunity to try and reach a life-long dream, I've got so much to look forward to, so many goals I want to achieve. AND I've got the faith in myself to do it. Things are looking up, it shoudl be an exciting year hopefully!

SO yes, thanks to everyone who has crossed my path this year and who has changed my life not only for the better but "for good"
Helen x x

Update!!!

2007-10-26T00:39:30Z

OKAY so this time last year I was counting down until the Doctor Who concert, this year I'm counting down until I start my job! I'm gonna be working at Debenhams and I'm really looking forward to it. :-) It's amazing how much has changed this year. I don't regret leaving Uni in January, I know I wasn't happy there and now I have the world at my feet, a job, a great calling with the youth, great friends who I can rely upon. and then best thing is that my writing has really improved. And I know that's where I really wanna end up working, somewhere I can write for a living!

x

You Exist Ten/Jack

2007-08-27T15:53:28Z

This is my first Ten/Jack fic. Enjoy.
Title: You Exist
Author: Tardisgal
Prompt used: During the year that never was Jack somehow manages to get some time alone with and un-aged Doctor. They discuss "People you fancy and who don't know you even exist." Smut ensuses
Rating: Well there's smut so work it out

Four months into what would eventually be known by only a few as the year that never was, The Doctor and Jack took their chance. Jack grabbed the Master’s laser screwdriver from its usual place, the inside of his jacket. Jack threw it over to the Doctor who through his physic powers was able to fool it long enough to turn it to the right setting before the Master overpowered the Doctor and took it back, Screwdriver pointing at the Doctor the Master’s finger fell onto the button and within seconds the young Doctor was back. Just as the Master was about to change the settings once more Jack knocked him over causing the screwdriver to fly across the room. It shattered with a loud crack the Master ran to it when he got there all that was left of his screwdriver were pieces spread across the floor.
“Take these two to a cell.” He said to the soldiers that had grabbed the two men.
“Together sir?” one of them asked.
“Just do it.” the Master replied as he picked up the pieces of the screwdriver.
TThe soldiers escorted the two of them to a cell and locked them in.
“Nice to have you back Doctor.” Jack said as he smiled at him.
“Thanks Jack.” The Doctor answered as he sat down on the bench that was in the corner of the cell.
There was a silence as the two men studied one another; Jack was still standing about a foot away from the Doctor. The man he had loved so long, the man who had no idea how Jack felt, the man that looked passed him when he looked at him.
“What are you thinking about?” The Doctor asked a clearly contemplative Jack.
“I was thinking about perception filters.” Jack answered.
“Perception filters?” The Doctor questioned.
“Well, I was more thinking about how you described them. I bet you don‘t even remember now.” He replied.
“Oh I trust me, I do.” The Doctor said.
“I thought you might. Did you do it on purpose?” Jack questioned.
“Did I do what one purpose?” The Doctor said standing to meet Jack and sounding unusually aggressive.
“Did you use that description on purpose?” Jack asked once more.
“No. It was just the first thing that came into my head.” The Doctor said.
“You have no idea do you Doctor.” Jack said, a lifetime a malice beginning to pour out.
“I have no idea?” The Doctor questioned, “How do you think it makes me feel? Standing and watching as you flirt with everything in sight when all I want…” the Doctor said before stopping knowing that he had already said too much.
“All you want is what?” Jack asked.
“When all I want is the one person I can’t have…” The Doctor answered.
“And here we are back at Rose bloody Tyler again.” Jack said bitterly.
“For god sakes Jack, I am not talking about her.” He answered.
“When then who?” Jack asked.
“I’m talking about the person who always looks past me. The one person that notices everyone but me. People that you fancy but don’t know you exist. Well Jack, in my world you exist.” he said.
“I exist? Me? You’re talking about me?” Jack said with surprise in his voice.
“Yes Jack, I am talking about you. You have always existed, even when you haven’t been around.” The Doctor said.
Jack smiled; not quite believing what he was hearing but wanting to with all his heart. Jack looked into the Doctor’s eyes as he spoke,
“You exist to me. I just thought that you…” Jack said as he trailed off. The Doctor was now inches away from him, as Jack continued to look into his deep, brown soulful eyes he giggled ever so softly, nervous but so happy that he hadn‘t wasted his time in waiting for the right sort of Doctor. He shivered as the Doctor ran his hand down Jack’s arm; the Doctor smiled as Jack grabbed hold of his hand and held it tight.
“I’ve waited so long for this.” Jack said.
“You’ve seen the 1800’s turn to the 1900’s and then those turn into the 2000’s. Was that all for me?” The Doctor asked him.
“Yes. Yes it was.” Jack said.
“Was it worth it?” He asked.
“I don’t know yet.” Jack answered as he winked at the Doctor.
Jack leant into the Doctor and gently kissed him on the lips. As they parted only a few seconds later the Doctor smiled at him before leaning in and carrying on the kiss, soon his tongue was forcing its way into Jacks’ mouth as Jack ran his fingers through his hair tightening as the Doctor’s tongue explored every part of his mouth. Jack reached over to the Doctor and unbuttoned his jacket before throwing it to the floor before reaching back to his shirt and undoing the buttons, The Doctor’s tie already lay on the floor, the doctor had removed it himself. At the same moment that Jack began undoing the Doctor’s shirt, the Doctor had already began removing Jack’s clothes. Within minutes there were clothes everywhere. The Doctor and Jack looked at each other, the only thing still on them was their pants, and Jack looked over at the Doctor, studying his body, looking into his eyes.
“Are you sure about this?” he asked the Doctor.
The Doctor moved closer to Jack, so close that Jack could count every last freckle on his face. Jack hardened with seconds as the Doctor ran his hand down his body. The Doctor’s eyes moved downwards as his hands traced a path down Jack’s chest, both his hands and his eyes stopped at Jacks pants. The Doctor ran his hands over Jack’s increasing bulge, sending a shiver all the way down Jack’s back. Jack’s pants fell to the floor in seconds, Jack reached over and the Doctor’s went the same way, just as fast. The Doctor’s face shone with desire as he gently ran his fingers across Jack’s now hard cock and fondled his balls gently. Jack reached over to the Doctor’s impressive cock and grabbed, gently playing with it, coaxing it more and more, soon it too was hard.
“Shame there isn’t two of them. I just thought with the two hearts…” Jack said as he grinned at the Doctor.
“Oi cheeky, I think you’ll find that one will be enough for you.” The Doctor said as he reached round Jack’s waist and gently slapped Jack’s arse.
Jack opened his mouth to speak once more but the Doctor raised his hand and placed his index finger on Jack’s half open lips.
“Shh. No more talking.” He said as he pushed Jack to the ground, the Doctor following him.
The Doctor ran his hands across Jack’s back slowly and gently, Jack let out several soft moans.
“Worth the wait?” The Doctor whispered.
“Totally.” He answered back.
The Doctor leant his body on top of Jack’s as he began to trace a line on it with his tongue, Jack giggled, the feel of his tongue tickling slightly, the feeling of knowing who’s tongue it was making him giggle even more. The Doctor’s tongue stopped at the start of Jack’s firm and tempting arse. The Doctor guided himself into Jack thrusting into him hard, Jack moaned as he felt the Doctor enter him, The Doctor wrapped his arms around Jack’s back as he thrusted harder against Jack’s warm and comforting body. The Doctor moaned as they began grinding against each other, thrusting against Jack he forgot about the Master, about the fate of those who had so desperately wanted to get to Utopia, he forgot about Martha, walking the Earth, telling people of his name.
“Doctor.” Jack said as the Doctor thrusted against him once more.
“Call me Theta, most people used to.” The Doctor commented.
“Hmmm Theta.” Jack replied.
The Doctor felt a buzz of pleasure as he heard his long forgotten nickname begin said once more, more turned on than he had been the Doctor began thrusting faster, he could feel himself getting closer and closer, his cock felt like it was almost at exploding point. With a few final hard thrusts and with both of them screaming each other’s name The Doctor filled Jack. Jack groaned softly as the Doctor moved out of him. They lay on the floor, holding hands, panting, exhausted, neither one wanting to move. The sound of soldiers in the distance making the two of them spring up and race to get their clothes on. Clothes flew across the room to it’s owners as they hurriedly got dressed. A quick stolen kiss as they heard the guards enter the corridor brought a smile to both their faces.
“Come with us.” One of the guards said as the door was opened.
Jack and the Doctor followed behind one of the guards as they were led to the room where they knew the Master was waiting for them.
“Well, well Theta.” The Master said as they entered the room.
The Doctor stayed silent. Jack reached over to his hand, gently running against it,
“I’m still here.” He whispered.
“Who’d have thought it?” The Master said, he was met with silence.
“Does neither one of you want to speak? Not that it’ll do you much good. I’ve fixed the screwdriver.” The Master said as he got it out of his pocket.
He looked at Jack as he changed the settings on it and pointed at the Doctor, soon the aged Doctor was back.
“You back in you tent.” he said as he looked at the Doctor, “And as for you Jack, it’s the cells for you, chained up. Erase both their memories.” he added.
The guards were about to take Jack away when the Master stopped them.
“Wait!” he said, “I’ve had an idea. Just one of them, erase just one of their memories. His erase his.” The Master said pointing at the Doctor.
“NO!” Jack shouted.
“YES! That way it hurts more. One remembers. One doesn’t” The Master replied.
Jack was forced to watch as the Master turned the settings on his screwdriver, as he pointed it at the Doctor Jack knew that he could do nothing, nothing would help.
“I LOVE YOU THETA.” Jack yelled as The Master pressed the button.
“Take him to a cell. Chain him up.” The Master said as he put the screwdriver back in his pocket.
Tears fell down his face as Jack was led back to the cell block, he had had the one thing that he had wanted for so long and now it was gone again. The Doctor would never remember that for a few short minutes they had existed in each other’s eyes and the Master was right, it did hurt, more than the hundreds of deaths that Jack had survived, more than leaving his home and his family, more than watching Ianto suffer after Lisa, more than anything and he hated it.

test again

2007-08-23T22:14:31Z

this might work? What do you reckon are the chances?

tardisgal @ 2007-08-23T22:19:00

2007-08-23T21:21:33Z

<lj-cut text="Here be dragons">

OR are there. Are there dragons around?? maybe?

</lj-cut>

tardisgal @ 2007-08-23T21:56:00

2007-08-23T20:59:08Z

Do you know what?? Tonight I hate technology. Every time I try a lj-cut they don't work. Any one got any tips for me???? Any one?

Utopia- SQUEEE (SPOILER WARNING)

2007-06-16T22:53:00Z

OMG!! That was great- Is anyone else dead?? Cos I am. The first time Yana heard those drums I knew! I just knew. I mean I knew that the Master was coming back and I had an idea that the Proffesor was actually the Master but I NEVER expected that. The Fob watch and everything. And the TARDIS being stolen :( not good.
And JACK! Flirting with Ten! And Ten was soooo flirting back :) That made me smile. A lot. Forget Ten/Rose- there's a new ship in town! Ten/Jack all the way baby! so much more I wanna say but it'll come out incoherent right now!

Moosey x

I Think I Must Have Been Mad....

2007-01-27T22:46:43Z

..... Cardiff twice in a week.

Well I was. You'll get reports and Photo's and stuff when I'm more awake. Right now.... I.....Need...Sleep.

Christmas.....

2006-12-22T14:05:48Z

....Or should that be Christmoose?? Well it took me long enough but I am finally feeling Christmoosey!
I think it started Tuesday when me and my best mate went shopping and then back to her house where we sat and watched Christmas movies! But now I'm totally hyper about Christmas- I've pretty much wrapped all the presents I needed to wrap, got one more to do today- so that's all out of the way! And now I can enjoy christmas! Got a christmas party to go to tonight which should be cool. So yes, christmas soon!
Which basically means- Lots of Doctor Who!! Can't wait.
Happy Christmoose,
Helen x x x

tardisgal @ 2006-12-13T22:45:00

2006-12-13T22:45:30Z

okay so I think I've managed to survive my first term here at MMU I've managed to make friends who I am very grateful for, they all make me smile in different ways and that's great. I've managed to get all my assignments done something that I thought I might not do at one point. I've enjoyed myself immensly which I am pleased with. And although at one point I was thinking about not coming back after christmas I know that I will. Of course the sad thing is that the highlight of my term happened not here in Crewe but in Cardiff- typical huh! But anyways I get to go home tomorrow- which I am looking forward to. Perhaps then I can get into the christmas mood cos at the moment it's just not happening.

My Xmas Stocking

2006-12-13T12:09:29Z

Xmas Stocking

leave a gift for tardisgal

get your stocking

November 19th 2006

2006-11-24T12:49:15Z

Okay I think I can finally do a post about this- without getting over-excited all over again!
Okay so I arrived at Cardiff Central at about quarter to three and went outside to find Henri. I walked out of the door, looked to my right and saw Clay Hickman (editor of DWM), looked to my left and saw Henri- then I realised that I had just seen Clay- I guess I was a little slow- lol. We were too shy to go up to him so we just kinda walked past him- giggling mind you. Once we had dumped my stuff at Henri's we walked to the station to get the train to the bay- as we got there we got a text from Henri's mates (the scooby gang) who we were meeting at the Millenium Centre- they had met Russell T Davies- I couldn't believe it- I was so jealous!! So we got to the MC- and we went in. I squeed far too much at just being in there! Went and had my pic done with the tardis which was great! Then I met Phil Collinson- one of the producers of the show!! I was so starstuck. Met Gareth Roberts and Rob Shearman too! Then we met up with Cazzy, Mr Cazzy and Delilah- we all went out to get food- cos we were hungry- we found a subway- got food- ate it and then went back. We hung round in the foyer for ages and then once they were letting us in me and Cazzy went to find our seats. We actually had a great view of the stage! AND guess who was sat behind us- CLAY HICKMAN!
So the concert started and David arrived via the tardis to HUGE appluase! he looked so good too! He was wearing a shiny silver suit- I think it's the one he wore to the Glamour Awards earlier this year! But yeah,classic David moment- the first thing he said "Hello I'm David- I play the Doctor- cue much laughing- it was very funny! THEN he went all panto on us cos he'd mentioned that we could do audience particpation. So he goes 'Where's the orchestra?!' and we all reply 'IT'S BEHIND YOU!!' It was so funny! There's me and Cazzy squeeing in our seats! The concert itself was incredible! The music of Murray Gold normally sounds great- BUT LIVE! It's amazing- really it is. They did a great little monster section in which we had real monsters- including the ood which attacked Henri- much to her dismay! Throughout the whole concert we had: The Ood, Cybermen, Daleks, Clockwork Droids and Sycorax- It was GREAT!!!
So before the interval we got to see a special preview clip from this years christmas special- The Runaway Bride- and Oh My Gosh- it's great. No one had seen it before- not even the production team- it was hot off the press! And I died. I can't wait for christmas now!! So once the clip had finshed me and cazzy walked down to front row to see Henri and the others- She asked me if I needed to pee and as she did she walked into someone! She said Sorry and then we both looked at who she had walked into- it was RUSSELL T! The only thing I could say was "Russell" in a very high-pitched squeaky fangirl voice- he said hello and before i had time to ask for an autograph he had gone. So the second half began with the Q and A session- which involved David sitting in a very uncomfortable stool- and having to get comfortable. Much to our delight we loved the way he was sat ;) (i'm sure you know what I mean)
so yeah- more music- pieces from the Daleks and Cybermen which were great and then music from both series finales- The Parting of the Ways and Doomsday. The Doomsday music sounded amazing LIVE!!! I didn't cry though- which was good! They finshed with two songs- Love Don't Roam from the Runaway Bride and Song For Ten, which I sang along too, from the Christmas Invasion. Then when we were in the foyer I saw Clay, so I went up to him- told him that I'd seen him at the staion and he said that I should have said hello then. In fact- that's what my autograph says! We chatted for a minute and then we said goodbye.

4 Questions...

2006-11-18T01:11:52Z

Nicked this from henri-

Ask me four questions. Any four, no matter how personal, dirty, private, or random. I have to answer them honestly. In turn, you have to post this message in your own journal, and you have to answer the questions that are asked of you.

6 Days!

2006-11-13T17:34:08Z

6 Days til Cardiff!! Can't wait! It's gonna be so so good. I'm really getting excited about it all! (as you can tell....)
Just sat through the worst movie ever. Hana Bi- don't waste you time with it. Sadly I had to watch it for my Aspects of Contemporary Cinema class. Lots of fun!

I'm so bored....

2006-11-07T21:47:04Z

I'M BORED. There's nothing to do. I've sat and watched Episode 4 of Torchwood and now I'm as bored as anything! lol
12 days til Cardiff!! That's the one thing keeping me going at the moment. For all I care I can die after that :) The good thing is that this time tomorrow I will be at home! I can't wait to spend some time with my family- it should be good.
So yes- I'm bored and thought I'd share that wonderful news with your good selves.